Black Leather Monster - You're eating my heart out..

for all the skanks

Wed, 23 Aug 2006 00:30:12 GMT

so back to this old theory of punk rock love.

punk rock love TRUELY is :....

the first cigarette of the day, and then the second , and the third.....
The way 8 of your friends can fit on to your futon,, but only if they're all pissdrunk and in their underpants.
the way coffee and beer and whiskey and dancin like a mad man are all that really seem to matter in life.
how everyone we know thinks that they're a pirate.
... and acts viciously on this notion.
tattoos. real fake homemade in-the-makings. just tattoos.
talkin shit about everyone and everything all the time with no exceptions.
how we can all survive purely off of noodles and nyquil, in all of their varieties.
moviesmoviesmovies. on the brightest sunniest most beautiful day in the world., we'll all be inside huddled on a couch watching zombies eat people until night comes and drinking starts.
tits. and dicks. all over the place all the time.
waSTING SUMMER WASTED
cutting up all clothes mercilessly
sneak attack tackle
FUCK YOU PAL!
youre all a bunch of fuckin cunts.
and oh my god the music memories shows ruckus' crazy kids parties hang-overs...

it's all love baby

i dropped my phone in a glass of beer..,,,,,

Thu, 13 Apr 2006 03:14:51 GMT

....m, and then threw it on the floor.

therefor we got a new phone so if any of you skanks feel like chatting the numbers 778-772-5510. and if not i'll quit callin yeh skanks.

Thu, 12 Jan 2006 01:35:31 GMT

i've lost touch with most of the coast kids. suck.
but anyway we're moving to commercial drive at the beginning of february., theres a tequila night to follow, if any of you are interested. cause it sure would be nice to see yoiu again ....

stolen from kayleigh.,..

Thu, 24 Nov 2005 03:08:33 GMT

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The Basics
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Single or Taken: Taken
Sex: female
Birthday: may 13
Sign: Taurus
Siblings: brother, sister
Hair colour: blonde
Eye colour: blue
Shoe size: 7 1/2
Height: 5'5 or 5'6 maybe?
Innie or Outie: Innie
What are you wearing right now: cocksparrer t-shirt, greyish pants, socks, red bra & undddiiies
Where do you live: gibsons now but delta in like a weekkkk! f yes~~!
Righty or lefty: righty but sometimes lefty

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Relationships
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Do you have a bf or gf?: yes
Best place to go for a date? mmm back alley sushi and beer.

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Fashion Stuff
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Where is your fav place to shop?: shit b. other peoples closets
Do you have any tattoos or piercings?: ears, bellybutton, blackheart tattoo on belly, snake tattoo on arm, hopefully a rose on arm and a pirate ship on arm soonn too
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Faves
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Color: black
Food: strawberries, japanese, most anything at all
Subject in school: haha suckers
Animal: dogs, aand large jungle cats thank ya very much
Drink: TEQUILA!
Place to visit: .... mexico. in a stolen el camino
Month: summer please
Show: really really not
Ice Cream: moose tracks, smarties, cookie dough
Breakfast: fastfood hashbrowns
Perfume/Cologne: amber

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Have You Ever
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Given anyone a bath: yeah
Smoked: smokings builds character
Bungee jumped: no sir
Broken the law: yes
Made yourself throw-up: no i hate throwing up
Gone skinny dipping: oh probably
Been in the opposite sex's washroom: yes, on several occassions,. once we were peeing in urinals and a man walked in with his dick hangin out
Eaten a dog biscuit: yeah, when you're a kid those things are the best
Put your tongue on a frozen pole: hahaha
Broken a bone: yes, my arm
Played truth or dare: yeah i used to love that game
Been in a physical fight: yeah, hah i punched the shit outa some guy last night
Been in a police car: yes
Been on a plane: yeah
Been in a sauna: no
Been in a hot tub: yup
Swam in the ocean: ocean?: i dig the ocean
Fallen asleep in school: not actually
Kissed your cousin: ewwww no!
Pictured your crush naked: yeah obviously
Ever had a sex dream: yes indeed
Broken someone's heart: maybe so? but probably not for real, people are just dramatic
Cried when someone died: i dont remember
Flashed someone: yes
Lied: all the time, but only about retarded stuff
Sat by the phone all night waiting for a call: kind of . i hate that
Saved e-mails: haha yeah, im a nerd
Wished you were someone else: yes, but for the most part i like being me
Wished you were a member of the opposite sex: nah, getting hot gay evan just isnt worth the trouble of having a penis
Made out with JUST a friend?: yes. worst fucking idea anyone could ever have
Been rejected?: yes
Been in love?: yes
Been cheated on?: yes, but then again i've also done some cheating
Done something you regret?: no

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First Thing That Comes to Mind
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Red: leaves
Blue: clouds
Happy: cactus
Cow: pie
Greenland: water polo

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What Is
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Your good luck charm: don't have one
Stupidest thing you have ever done: oh dear i dont think i want to mention it again
Whats your room like: white, with some junk in it. and rad pirate lights and black blanket
Your crush: adam d
Your most prized possession: richard hell vinyl, some pictures,
Last thing you said: "f off i'll pay for them"
What is beside you: lots of stuff
Last thing you ate: crackers
What kind of shampoo do you use: blue
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Have You Ever Had
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Chicken pox: when i was really little
Sore Throat: of course
Cold: yeah all the damn time
Stiches: yes
Bloody nose: no

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Do you
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Believe in love at first sight: no.
Enjoy parks: like you wouldnt believe
Like picnics: yes
Like school: sometimes
What schools have you gone to: something in ontario, gibsons elementary, elphi
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Would You
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Eat a live hamster for $1,000,000: if i could, yes haha
Go to a hanson concert if you had a free ticket: obviously
Kill someone you didn’t know for 15 billion dollars: depends on the person
If you were stuck on an island, what person would you want with you: laura cause we could get wasted and tits our way home with some pirates, or adam i guess, cause when we got bored we could do it
If you loved someone and you were keeping something from them and it would hurt them if they found out, would you tell them: most likely, im not good at keeping things from people, particularly if it's their business to know.

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Who
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Who is the last person that called you: adam
Makes you laugh the most: adam, laura, random people at random times
Makes you smile: everyone
Can make you feel better no matter what: no matter what? ..no one
Was the last person you touched?: probably adam
You talked to last: dad and sister
You hugged?: adam
You Kissed?: adam
You yelled at: sister
Told you they loved you: drunk guy at concert
Is your loudest friend: most of them

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Do You/Are You
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Do you like filling these out: usually
Do you like yourself: yes, i do quite enjoy my own company
Do you get along with your family: sometimes
Do you do drugs: not so much anymore
Color your hair?: like a cheap hooker
Have piercings below the waist?: no
Habla espanol?: si, senior
Stolen anything: too much
Smoke: hah far too much
Obsessive? nah not really
Compulsive? a little, sometimes
Anorexic? no, i really really like food
Depressed? No
Suicidal? no

job

Wed, 09 Nov 2005 03:34:44 GMT

anyone have suggestions on where a girl might apply to and actually GET a job in vancouver? full-time would be nice. your help and the help of all your friends and family would be greatly appreciated. thank you.

my wild love

Fri, 21 Oct 2005 01:53:53 GMT

tequillllaaaa party please guys. soon. also i would really love to have some crazy dark sexy burlesque pictures taken. i think taht would be ultra rad and just what i need right now. so any willing and creative photographers? hah tequilla burlesque party picture love..

hooommmmmeee

Wed, 19 Oct 2005 04:41:02 GMT

california AND las vegas love. killer times. but now im back home and i just wana move to vancouver and drink tequilla. who's in?

hahaha lordy lordy

Mon, 03 Oct 2005 07:34:56 GMT

soo.. im sick as shit. and a couple days ago i decided that maybe a little rum would help my situation., bordom and sickness-wise. so i'm sittin there drinkin and think.. well hey y'know what's fun? skateboarding. so i go outside and give'r. im scootin along havin a grand time and all of a sudden bam! killed myself. ok whatever no big deal. so come home only to realize ive got a giant gash in my lip. shitty. but still whatever. thheen tonight i realize that im gona see adam in a day and he's gona wonder where the gash came from. soo short story long,.. i talk to him and tell him that my brother slugged me and i bit my lip, cause im too embarrassed to tell him that i bailed drunk skateboarding all by my lonesome. hahah

fack.

Wed, 28 Sep 2005 08:29:36 GMT

..so now all i want to do is drink my face off, smoke 10000 cigarettes, get naked, and stare death in the eye. now , im really not sure if this is better than just letting me go, but some might think so. its kinda like the unconscious 'fuck you' that i do half-consciously. and i really thought this would be different, and in most respects it is. but i still have that same creeping fucking feeling. i'll fuck with you and then, most likely cheat on you and run off with someone else - mexico if im lucky. but which comes first, the cheating or the being cheated on? i dont think i have the balls, or the heart, speaking in more of a weiner sense, to do it first. i'm wondering when this will all come back to bite me in the ass., or if it will. i still havent figured out if its me, or if its the boys who i choose to have relationships with, but someone is wrong, and everyone is crazy. do i ask for this ridiculous show of fucked up sid and nancy behaviour? or does it just come naturally with a relationship? and speaking of relationships.. is it just expected of you to give up friends in order to make the other happy? cause frankly, i dont think it's right. it is not going to be a good day when, ultimately, the proverbial shit hits the fan. so now what?> run away to god knows where with a lover, and basically keep running forever. or stay here, be a nurse and have a real life. right about now the running sounds mighty appealing to me. im bored to fucking death of everything this town has to offer. ive been kicked out of everywhere, have badblood with most everyone, so i think it would be wise to move on. these days it feels like my brain is rotting. and most certainly there has to be more out there... and ofcourse i have to have some sort of special talent, or a calling, right? and hopefully i'll find it/ right now i feel like such a wallflower boring melodramatic unimportant girl. i think i'm losing my mind . my appologies to any of those who were sucked into reading all of this. time for a smoke/. this is bloody well crazy.

bloody wanker

Tue, 13 Sep 2005 07:43:29 GMT

no more work for way too long/. there seems to be nothing to do these days and its kinda rotting my brain. i think i need more vancouver love and maybe a couple of shows. i hear that all my plans are fucked up soo time for new ones. moving out ones in particular. and also more fun please. it feels like in between time right now,, not summer and not fall. its really weird,,. i miss my boyfriend . only another... 3 weeks before i get to go to california and not see him .. or micheal for that matter. work on vacation is for chumps

wednesday night..

Thu, 08 Sep 2005 06:46:04 GMT

so it starts out//
i pick up laura.
i boot for both of us
we climb the giant water tower
we drink colt 45
i give her a mohawk
we drive to tim hortons and get free doughnuts
get back in the car and drive to bear alley ( a million spiders and cigarettes)
she gives me a mohawk (and keeps all my gross hair) haha
we drink more colt 45
hoooommmee
california life talkin
laura home
re-home.
i like wednesdays
more jamaixa fun please

" so this guy goes 'LIVE FAST!'.....

Wed, 07 Sep 2005 05:36:58 GMT

" but the kid was livin so fast he didnt stop to hear the end of it"
my lover took his micheal and left for california. and i've gota say im a little bummed about taht, as im sure others of you are hehhe. its another 3 weeks before i go to meet them. so what's a girl to do, you ask? well i'll tell you what a girl is to do, and she'll do it right. bleach her hair before cutting a chelsea hawk and ripping off the fine ladies of the devotchkas, drink beer on the water tower, go to strip clubs, pick up a guitar again for the first time in ages, work her life into the ground, make ugly clothes rad again, smoke too many cigarettes , and just plain old fuck shit up with the jamaixa ladies., if they'll still have the fucking up of shit. i think im feelin fighty lately. anyone down for some gooned fighting with dumb girls? or maybe even dumb boys>? most certainly the girls will be,. so lets get this show on the road. allso we seriously need a few kids to move into a vancouver house around the end of october. so if there are any takers leemme know . and unrelatedly... i hope school is going well for those of you who have it. and hopefully we can all hang out and have some killer fun soon. let me know that you're all still alive and kickin. love

Mon, 29 Aug 2005 18:10:37 GMT

home aggain.

so guys,, when does the crazy fun party love start?

Sat, 20 Aug 2005 22:01:47 GMT

so, as i've come to realize all in one thunderous crash of lame --everyone in this town sucks (minus the jamaixas and a select few others). not to sound like an asshole or anything (haha) but you've got to admit its true. same old people same old shit every day,. gibsons is nice and all., but its just not for teenagers. it eats your soul and makes you crazy. so in light of this recent illumination of mine.. is anyone interested in sharing a house somewhere in van city (just to start then its on to mexico, vegas, and all those cool places) in october. i need like 10 kids to come live so that it will be cheap.. cause we'll be poor most likely. plus kids are fun. blahblaahhbllah move in with me

Wed, 10 Aug 2005 02:01:04 GMT

i've decided that im really lucky. for all of you kids who really mean anything to me (you know who you are, the jerks who are the only non-jerks) youre all so much friggin fun and are just plain killer people. loveyloveylovey

Wed, 03 Aug 2005 02:15:14 GMT

i feel strange tonight. kind of empty. its the lack of friendly kids to hang out with.. they seem to disappear all too quickly when a new relationship comes around. also i've been working too much and beaching not enough, soo in light of that i think theres a need for a beach picnic next week sometime. any takers??

drriinkyy!

Sat, 09 Jul 2005 07:59:44 GMT

i feel lovely tonight., and a little loaded. and im excited for road trips and life. dduude some people are just plain rad. like people who give us rides. and others who just make neat plans. i <3 adam disposal. haha im all girly tonight and i wana talk to him.its so nice outside tonight yaaayyyaaaaaahhhhh we need to swim and camp and beach soon cause its not summer yet, im stoked on everything right now. fuckers. hahha wooooh! almost dick love,, but not quite. tseeheehe. we're young, we're full of opportunity, it's all love baby. life is waiting to fucking grab you, so get ready, it's going to be killer. and nothing will ever be more increadible.

fuck yeh

Fri, 08 Jul 2005 10:28:23 GMT

so, today was a good day. picnic in the underground parking lot, picked flowers ( and wrote a sorry note) for cam and dropped it off at his place, got a friggin job, chilled at lauras all night drinkin tea eatin ichiban and watchin the tv SOBER, then after we left i got a real boyfriend. yep, definately a good day. tomorrow we need to make cookies, pick more flowers, and go appologize to ruth for being jerks. hopefully this will even out our kumuppins cause realizing that everyone hates us today wasnt much fun at all. so heres to summer and tons and tons more fun. loveyloveylovey.

slutcockfuckttiiits/looove.

Sun, 03 Jul 2005 09:31:52 GMT

i feel heartsick and i dont know why. hopefully it'll be better tomorrow, i think its just this night. so, grad was mediocre. but now its summertime and im pretty hopefull for whats to come next. we need more good times with good people.. last night was pretty killer. blah blah i cant think straight its been far too long since the last sleep. .. suddenly i know what it is. it's lonely. i miss everyone way too fucking much lately. emo life. but whatever i miss just hanging out like the days of garage vanhalen and not having to worry about anything at all. fuck this noise im starting to sound like a weiner. bed time for this little girl. night lovelies.

Wed, 29 Jun 2005 08:07:33 GMT

SHIT YOU!:~~~ DDRUUNK! LOOVEW LIFE SEX! NOT SHITRT WEA4RDI G SXOOOOO GOOD SEEEX \
I LOV4 E KATIE4! WHE4 SO THJE BEST KATUIE IS HE NAKEDSYT Eev#er
WHAT A BEWEBE. B I LOVEEE JHER
TITS.
LOVE TITS.
LAURA

Tue, 28 Jun 2005 22:08:58 GMT

yesterday was killer. for several reasons. fun with shmandrea, swimming and fun with adam disposal. need to get the rest of my grad stuff together real quick. guys we need to plan a big camping trip cause im lame and i miss all of you jerks.

lame-o

Thu, 23 Jun 2005 07:27:23 GMT

i feel sucky tonight. im getting right back into that same old situation that i hated so much before. but for some reason i still want to see him and i really hope he calls tonight/. fuck im such a girl, but y'know, in a fucked up sorta way. i dont know how to deal with this stuff. i need a real life

aint it fun (when you know that youre guna die young..)

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 07:02:58 GMT

weekend was pretty lame, with the exception of little bits of good times with good kids. a bunch of not goodness happened and i wont even start to go into detail, i just want to say that i cant wait to leave this fuckin place cause i hate most of the dicks here and apparently they hate me back so fuck em. they can all get raped. but on the brighter side of mourning, decided im moving to ireland until such time that ive acquired an accent. then its on to live in a van at the beach. and eventually i'll be a paramedic i suppose haha. ahh shit suddenly i feel better. think a cup of tea is in order. you're all lovely individuals. kayleigh i hope you find your cat, and laura i hope you're still alive. this week/weekend will be killer awesome because, well just cause it should be.

ugghgghuughh. momma dont dance and daddy dont rock

Tue, 07 Jun 2005 02:06:43 GMT

weekend was good. laura's birthday was killer fun. morning after was just plain killer. us kids drank our faces off, ate wicked gun-lighter-lfuck birthday cake, wrote a song haha, chilled in lauras tent, acted like goons. this point is where the blackout begins. i found out some horribly embarrassing stuff that we did at packrats, but i wont go into detail if anyone cares to know you can askhah. then stumbled our slutfaces back to adams after some crazy half-drama, passed out on his porch for like an hour, laura passed out with face inthe toilet, then some pirate lovin', pantsless in the living room. blahblah blah, it was fun and you all shoulda been there yeh knobs cause you were all invited but no one showed. buut anyway next morning was awful. sickest girls ever. then sober night which was cool. blahblahblah again. we should have girl ruckus this weekend and raise some trouble. and also schools a whore,, just like most of you. nah just teasing, it's all love baby. hah what an asshole feel free to punch me. but speaking of whore.. i wish i was a badass groupie back in the day. all the hottest boys in town.. stiv bators, richard hell, steve leckie, darby crash. loves of my life. hahah dduude 4 guys! im down! end random slut section of entry.

... end entry.

hey baby,, lets get fucked up.

Wed, 25 May 2005 06:48:10 GMT

weekend: van city with andrea. quite the adventure. 3 new bras.. i love my life. home. bleached roots. too much drinkin, too much smokin. got some pirate lovin' hahah. saw mike's junk, as usual.. saw aby's junk, which was new ahah. went to pender and sat in the car. got into the show for free,. but it wasnt much fun anyway. sat around adams with kids for days on end. i like other peoples houses. got sick. drank more beer, smoked more cigarettes, got sicker, now unable to do anything but laze around and sneeze which means tons of overdue homework. listened to music lots and lots. realized im guitar-retarded whist inebriated.. its embarrasing. talked to one boy, cant see him anymore. hung out with other boy. i definately fancy him. hopefully he feels the same. ladies lets chill on thursday. laura- im sorry we havent givenn you super cool birthday things yet, they're still to come. also what the f is going on this weekend? more fun please.